its good

its performative

we need to be deconstructing our identities

fw

kind of mythopoesis

isaac newton

13, H, grate

in a post. I want to be remembered

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

It Will Get Lighter



  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Can I see

It Will Get Lighter

Thank you, Jack

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

the site i am dreaming