yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

propensity within someone

that looks like my instagram account

so at the end

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

magnetisation/form

as in

not their contents

lol yea

its performative

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

Rain, starting

so the method has to be autonomous

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

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