so at the end

Slug

we can only engage in such a way

not their contents

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

magnetisation/form

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

as in

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Style

no longer writing in the third person

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

idk

much more tactility

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

It Will Get Lighter

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

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After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

you cannot feed someone truth