Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
no longer writing in the third person
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
what do you think my name is
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
magnetisation/form
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
i understand
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
kind of mythopoesis
its performative
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
ion
no i haven't really read anything
not their contents
Thank you, Jack
hiding from the rain
as in
like magnets