its performative


We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.


It Will Get Lighter

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

division of reality is straying away from it

like magnets

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

i want to do that too

like first name


it is hopeful


what do you think my name is

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

i love it here

what do you mean

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

Thank you, Jack

no like which do people call me

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