and the fake qualifier
Lift Analysis
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
it is hopeful
i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
Better Lift
I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.
i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
"Put a blanket."
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
autonomy of learning
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything