The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

send your tumblr

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you mean

its good

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

yeah

Rain, starting

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

its good

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

autonomy of learning

is everyoneback on tumblr now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

like magnets

It's loud and he's gone deaf in one ear, so I don't think he's really hearing anything I'm trying to say. We're both pretty drunk too. It's making for a kind of surreal interactive Business Insider YouTube video of a conversation. He talks, waits for my response, sees my mouth moving but doesn't hear my words, then he imagines something in their place, and replies to that. At least I don't really have to do anything but drink and mime and listen to a lot of bullshit fake gangster talk, being an actor, boxing, the old days, blah blah blah.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

2 (actually index). two is company

barren land

isaac

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Lift Analysis

its performative

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

that looks like my instagram account