I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
in a post. I want to be remembered
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
i want to do that too
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
currently
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
its good
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
i have read not even 1 book
bro i read nothing in my life
i dont understand magnetisation
was it worth it
plato
we need to be deconstructing our identities
fw
what do you mean
and the fake qualifier
i was tempted to lie about my name
Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.
lol yea