to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

like first name

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

its good short few pages

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

really i want the internet

was it worth it

in a post. I want to be remembered

wait what is that

which magnetises chains of pins

ahnaf abrar

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

abrar?

It Will Get Lighter

yeah

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i understand

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03