theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine
my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given
plato
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
isaac newton
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
magnetises a pin
you cannot feed someone truth
like magnets
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.
its performative
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
was it worth it
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything