part of an old note. It will get lighter.

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so an active mazelike process

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i was tempted to lie about my name

i want to do that too

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

Thank you, Jack

abrar?

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

ahnaf abrar

Thank you, Jack

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book


amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i love it here

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

its good

i really havent

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.


Can I see

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

isaac newton

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

yes