a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

its good

so the method has to be autonomous

so at the end

i want to do that too

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

really i want the internet

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

yes

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

so an active mazelike process

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

like magnets

i understand

i love it here

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt