I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells
me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I
thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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Their voices are
saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want
to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking
in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.