Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

was it worth it

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

its performative

autonomy of learning

so an active mazelike process

really i want the internet

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

fw

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

wait what is that

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

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Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

all that is to say

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

magnetisation/form

i understand

or never left

plato

lol yea

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.