It Will Get Lighter

idk

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i want to do that too

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

that looks like my instagram account

not their contents

i have read not even 1 book

so at the end

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

your feed looks like my tumblr

send your tumblr

no like which do people call me

all that is to say

...

is this you as well

the site i am dreaming

as in

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

we can only engage in such a way

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

. way too specific.

lol

but really the thing should be autonomous

like first name

part of an old note. It will get lighter.