currently

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

it is hopeful

Picture

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Today I felt like starting

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

"Put a blanket."

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

i understand

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

no like which do people call me

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

you cannot feed someone truth

its good

plato

magnetisation/form

what do you mean

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos