Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

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It Will Get Lighter

13, H, grate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


as in

i was tempted to lie about my name

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.



Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

and the fake qualifier

1

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

thank you

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confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.