It Will Get Lighter

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

abrar?

god being the centre magnet

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people


i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

i was tempted to lie about my name

was it worth it

Today I felt like starting

the site i am dreaming

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i love it here

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

its good short few pages

idk

which magnetises chains of pins

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

magnetises a pin

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

send link

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.