was it worth it

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

It Will Get Lighter

Picture

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

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no longer writing in the third person

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

IWGD

13, H, grate

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Better Lift

division of reality is straying away from it

send your tumblr

autonomy of learning

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

we can only engage in such a way

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

its performative

idk