Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


Better Lift

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Rain, starting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

you cannot feed someone truth

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

propensity within someone

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate