i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

so at the end

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

isaac newton

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

December 2025

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Today I felt like starting

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever



and the fake qualifier

bro i read nothing in my life


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

so the method has to be autonomous

not their contents


I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

i understand

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

propensity within someone