Today I felt like starting

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

not so on: yvf(wthw)

ahnaf abrar

no like which do people call me

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

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hiding from the rain


its performative

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Better Lift

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

It Will Get Lighter

is this you as well

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we need to be deconstructing our identities

i love it here

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

IWGD

It Will Get Lighter

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

idk

so an active mazelike process

bro i read nothing in my life