really i want the internet


with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

hiding from the rain

propensity within someone

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class


The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

much more tactility

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

division of reality is straying away from it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models



2 (actually index). two is company

no longer writing in the third person

so at the end

Can I see

we want to live the knowledge too live the content