there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

.

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

currently

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Picture

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

all that is to say

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Can I see

autonomy of learning

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

division of reality is straying away from it

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

Better Lift

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate