and the fake qualifier

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

13, H, grate

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

i see a website

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Rain, starting

really i want the internet

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

or never left

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

division of reality is straying away from it

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


its performative

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

magnetises a pin

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

that looks like my instagram account