the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i see a website

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I am below everything.

abrar?

ahnaf abrar

Rain, starting

no i haven't really read anything

yeah

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

autonomy of learning

It Will Get Lighter

We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.

like magnets

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Better Lift

magnetisation/form

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.