They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

yes

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

i really havent

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

Lift Analysis

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

lol

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

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we can only engage in such a way

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

you have a beautiful account btw

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

isaac