a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

but really the thing should be autonomous

Worse Lift

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

...

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

was it worth it

send link

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged