There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

no longer writing in the third person

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

autonomy of learning

much more tactility

abrar?

magnetisation/form

its performative

have you read

what do you mean

whats your name?

which magnetises chains of pins

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

all that is to say

you cannot feed someone truth

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

its good short few pages

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine

as in

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

magnetises a pin

I am below everything.

idk

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i dont understand magnetisation

really i want the internet

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

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They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

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