fw
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08
with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49
all that is to say
hiding from the rain
The old failed actor genuinely believed this girl was of a lesser race. He believed she shouldn't be talking with me, shouldn't be here at this party, shouldn't be here in this country. He wanted a white England. I didn't really challenge him on it. Sometimes I justify it with thoughts like I was drunk, or baffled, or it isn't an argument I'll win, or he can't hear me anyway, or whatever. I didn't argue with him. I just cut off his rant and left with a pathetic "In a bit."
bro i read nothing in my life
no i haven't really read anything
plato
i have read not even 1 book
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
idk
what do you mean
god being the centre magnet
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos