"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Rain, starting

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

propensity within someone

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls


so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

its good short few pages

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

no i haven't really read anything

It Will Get Lighter

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

He went in there with a camera to film it before he moved out of the building. He didn't think anyone would believe the story if he didn't have proof.


We look out over the river to a block of luxury flats built on the site of some old docks. It would be nice to live right there. Yes.