the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

so the method has to be autonomous

like first name

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

plato

what do you mean

no i haven't really read anything

ion

i want to do that too

send your tumblr

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December 2025

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

much more tactility

abrar?

so an active mazelike process

sorry i am texting like a slav

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

that looks like my instagram account

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

division of reality is straying away from it

hello reader,

autonomy of learning

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

i love it here

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.