was it worth it

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

It Will Get Lighter


the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Today I felt like starting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i love it here

so the method has to be autonomous

that looks like my instagram account

much more tactility

kind of mythopoesis

so an active mazelike process

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Better Lift

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

your feed looks like my tumblr

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

barren land