we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

but i respect your search

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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It Will Get Lighter

brb i will read and reply sincerely

hiding from the rain

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

but really the thing should be autonomous

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

it is hopeful

13, H, grate

i see a website


Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13


i am quite illiterate on producing technology

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

kind of mythopoesis

Thank you, Jack

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.