i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

so an active mazelike process

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

all that is to say

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Rain, starting

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

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This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

autonomy of learning

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Her English is poor but she manages a brief introduction before getting to the point. She asks if she can touch his face. She's already reaching out and gesturing at it. Koreans are way too polite, he's just laughing awkwardly. I put my hand kind of between them and wave it to try and indicate no to her. I'm still in fucking mime mode. I say no, but it's not really to her, or to him, just no, in general. This is all too weird. Dejected, she departs with a comment about having never seen someone like him before.

like magnets

in a post. I want to be remembered

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

fw

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

was it worth it

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

hiding from the rain