i really havent

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

no longer writing in the third person


a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17


Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

like magnets

  1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
  2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
  3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
  4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
  5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

barren land

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

⚠️ Live Document Forever ⚠️

this will be about a slug

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

idk

yeah

the site i am dreaming

plato

Lift Analysis

plato

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

its performative

you cannot feed someone truth

no i haven't really read anything