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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

so an active mazelike process

so at the end


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Rain, starting

in a post. I want to be remembered

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos


Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

as in