I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."


This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Better Lift

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

13, H, grate


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24





1

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

currently

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Rain, starting

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

It Will Get Lighter

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.


It Will Get Lighter


Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17