ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
"Put a blanket."
no i haven't really read anything
thank you
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
barren land
i see a website
isaac newton
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
so an active mazelike process
we need to be deconstructing our identities