think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i see a website

Style

Worse Lift

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

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I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.



we need to be deconstructing our identities

wait what is that

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

I am below everything.

much more tactility

plato

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

feel you

that looks like my instagram account

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever