yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

in a post. I want to be remembered

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

It Will Get Lighter

Rain, starting

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

It Will Get Lighter

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

currently

kind of mythopoesis

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.