Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15
hiding from the rain
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
no longer writing in the third person
I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
plato
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
feel you
your feed looks like my tumblr
way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it
Better Lift
i understand
there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.
so the method has to be autonomous
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything