but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

have you read

god being the centre magnet

its good short few pages

lol yea

plato

its good

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

which magnetises chains of pins

It Will Get Lighter

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

feel you

1. Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations, relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
2. Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
3. Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing. Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk points to transition or uncertainty.
4. The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable, suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
5. Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death; it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control. It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

send your tumblr

i really havent

I Write Goodbye Letter

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

its good

is this you as well

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

The studio designs some piece of media to perpetuate the marketable concept of Real London, while the real London is hollowed out by hollow bankers or whatever. Not pulling on that thread. But the yuppies don't mind because they're free to iterate on Real London without any competition from real London because it's too concerned with its slow eradication. And there's nice flats to live in now or whatever. The yuppies can begin to inhabit their Real London.