we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

is this you as well

what do you mean

barren land

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

which magnetises chains of pins

god being the centre magnet

idk

wait what is that

send link

like first name

was it worth it

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

thank you

the site i am dreaming

yeah

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

After I get away from the old racist failed actor, I go to see my Korean colleague. He's just arrived in London and I want to see how he's handling the party. We'd been invited as fresh meat for some of the older, gayer attendees. We aren't aware of that.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

My inability to confront the old racist failed actor is distracting me. I decide not to tell her about it.

Thank you, Jack, for telling me I'm just as bad as the characters (actually they're people, if that means anything to you) that I'm writing about.

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it