part of an old note. It will get lighter.

much more tactility

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

so an active mazelike process

I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

lol