I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me
that looks like my instagram account
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos
currently
I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
in a post. I want to be remembered
Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
its good
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
plato
ion
its good short few pages
no like which do people call me
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
feel you
we need to be deconstructing our identities
what do you mean
you cannot feed someone truth
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
no longer writing in the third person
yeah