It Will Get Lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

but really the thing should be autonomous

Rain, starting

13, H, grate

but i respect your search

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

as in

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

Today I felt like starting

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

i was tempted to lie about my name

bro i read nothing in my life

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

whats your name?

the site i am dreaming

He was cast as the guy who gets picked up and thrown out of the poker game to set the scene before the main characters arrive. Out of Real London and into real London, a discarded prop, at this party, chatting to me.

all that is to say