okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

in a post. I want to be remembered

It Will Get Lighter

its performative

really i want the internet

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.

it is hopeful

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Today I felt like starting

i see a website

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"Put a blanket."

all that is to say

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

that looks like my instagram account

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

feel you

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.