as in
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
in a post. I want to be remembered
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
so the method has to be autonomous
all that is to say
i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
much more tactility
"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?
Better Lift
you cannot feed someone truth
no longer writing in the third person
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
not their contents
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
I created this site
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