something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
so the method has to be autonomous
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
so an active mazelike process
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
somewhere between instagram and chatgpt
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak
so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged
it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful
but really the thing should be autonomous
that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.